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Name: Aymee Fong
School: UNMC
Age: 18 (currently)
Most Favourite:
Actor: Johnny Depp
Male Singer: Eminem
Female Singer: Mariah Carey
Activities: Sleep, eat, online, download songs, watch dramas and movies, talk craps ;)
Tv Shows: WWE Raw, ANTM, Heroes, HIMYM... Food: Chocolate, mushrooms, seafood...


Most Hateable:
Animal: Frog and other animals except mosquitoes (the only living thing i can kill easily and happily)
Food: Ginger, garlic, fat meat, healthy-but-grossy food
Tv Shows: Kid's show (watch a gang of adults pretend to be "cherubic" and "angelic" and "cute" to play with kids is just...ANNOYING)


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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Since i have gone back to my hometown last last week, everybody has been giving me this look constantly:

My dad said :" Why ur face has grown so many pimples ?!"

My friends said :" You better go to save your face asap..."

My cousins said to my sister (not dare to tell me directly, yet hurt me most) :" OMG what has happened to her face?! She looks like a ghost!"

My sister said :"I think only eating bird nest over a long period MIGHT improve ur skin condition..." (a non-realistic suggestion)


Well, my skin condition now is FARRR WORSEEE than before i entered university life in UNMC.
I would not say my skin condition is perfect before i entered UNMC, but at least my skin won't have soooooo many pimples and scars like now.
My skin USED to be free of pimples and acnes and scars, only have coarse pores problems around T-zone.
Ever since i have been studying in UNMC, i think the poor water and air quality worsen my skin from day to day, of course, academic pressure does contribute in this.
Sometimes i look at the mirror, look at my hopeless face, i feel so f*cking sad because my face looks so dirty with the scars !!
Mom said she will try to relieve it using lemon juice.
She is so enthuse about lemon.
Well, "obsessed with lemon" suits her better.
She makes lemon juice almost every day, keeps telling us how good it is, how it can purify your body, whitening skin, prevent constipation, rich in vitamin C, very natural, makes you smarter, can save your life, save the world...
My family is kind of annoyed by her niche, although we know that lemon has a lot of benefits indeed, yet she often exaggerates it until we feel no longer trusted in her words.
My friends know that i hate sour food and sour fruits.
For example, i never like tom yam and asam laksa. (but i can accept few kind of dishes with sour-sweet sauce)
And i never like sour fruits, not even 5% sourness with 95% sweetness.
That's the reason why i don't like eating kiwi, pineapples, strawberries... as well.
I like 100%-sweet-until-you-want-to-die-fruits.
So, a small cup of lemon juice is enough to kill me the whole day :(



Pimples
Wednesday, December 30, 2009


Saturday, December 26, 2009

Here i announce the movies and dramas that i've downloaded SO FAR since last Saturday.

1)District 9
2)Up
3)Monsters vs Aliens
4)Four Christmases
5)Public Enemies
6)A Perfect Getaway
7)The Hangover
8)The Pursuit of Happiness
9)Twilight Saga: New Moon (not a big fan, just downloaded it because it's too famous ;D)
10)How I Met Your Mother Season 5

"So You Think You Can Dance Season 6" and "Heroes Season 3" are in the process. I already have Heroes Season 1&2, currently watching Heroes Season 4 but wanna collect all seasons. Hopefully i can finish downloading Season 3&4 before i have to get back to campus.
Family keeps scolding me for not studying but downloading and watching movies all time :P


"Accomplishment"
Saturday, December 26, 2009


Friday, December 25, 2009

T.T
So saddening to say that i might lose a tooth.
My big tooth hurts like hell for a month,
Then it becomes ok, for a couple of days,
Today, it begins to hurt again..
I hate toothache..i hate dentists !!!
Ever since i was little, i didn't really like to seek help from dentists to fix my teeth.
What even saddening is, my teeth and bones are not strong because when i was in my mom's body, mom didn't take enough calcium and i didn't like to brush my teeth when i was a kid :P
Whenever i have toothache, i try to avoid seeking dentists and if possible, pull the tooth by myself.
Most of the time, my "sicked" tooth just "dropped" like that.
But this time, it was a big tooth, i can no longer pull it as it is not spoil to the worst level, still stands firmly in my gum.
I don't have the courage to do this anymore.
I don't want to pull my big tooth!!!
Without big tooth, i would feel like i'm retarded when i'm eating and drinking !!!
Oh...my precious little tooth ~!


Tooth
Friday, December 25, 2009


Monday, December 21, 2009

Before i got my Dell in April this year, i thought 320gb of capacity in a laptop was more than enough.
Then i went to PC Fair in KLCC twice, saw people were selling 1 TB of external hard disk drives, i laughed at it, said it was too much for most of the people, included me.
I couldn't think of why people want 1 TB that much, it is approximately equal to 1000GB.
Now i apologise for what i've said.
Because
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.
.
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I WANT A 1 TB EXTERNAL HARD DISK !!!!
My old 250GB external hard disk is not enough for me.
I've downloaded a lot of songs, movies and dramas before, and i also got some from my friends.
I store them in my Dell, also in the 250GB external hard disk, but i can tell that very soon it will be not enough for me.
Because i've found a new way to download movies !!!
Guess what, my 320GB storage in my Dell left only 50GB.
:S
How much it costs to buy a 1 TB external hard disk? Can somebody tell me?


1 TB External Hard Disk
Monday, December 21, 2009


Saturday, December 19, 2009

Watched Cloudy with a chance of Meatballs.
A very amusing yet touching film, like it very much.



Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs
Saturday, December 19, 2009


Friday, December 18, 2009

Feel kinda...moody today.
No reason, just feeling moody.
If you were given two choices, would you choose:

A)A lot of friends to say "hello" to you everyday and chat to you and remember who you are and make you look as you're sociable and can fit in in the environment you're in now but none of them is dependable and you can't find anyone to confide in.
OR
B)Not really a lot of friends to say "hello" to you, not even clearly remember who you are and always left you out but you have few true friends to talk to whenever you're in difficulties.

Which one are you in?
She's the latter.
Always the latter one.
No choice but she was born to be like that.
She ain't that kind of people who can really socialise well (not a good news since she's a business student), but has really really few good and close friends who are always at her side.
Not having a facebook account has totally isolated herself from the other friends.
But she insists not to have a facebook account because ...she just doesn't like it.
That's all what she could say.


Critical thinking 3
Friday, December 18, 2009


Tuesday, December 15, 2009

今天,我的心情很复杂

刚刚得知发生了一些事,但是却无能为力。
这次的事情不同以往,再也不是那么地简单,不是三言两语就能解决的。
我感到很心痛,终于了解别人为何说心如刀割般的痛。
对于任何不顺心的事,以往的我通常都会默默地流泪,之后强装什事都没。
这次,我哭不出来,
我望着窗外的天空,写着我的部落格,听着雷咆哮着,等待雨点一颗一颗打在屋顶,
就好像这次的事件,
一记一记的打在我心上,
别人说,当你伤心到某种程度上,你会哭不出来,
我开始认同这句话。。。


心灰意冷
Tuesday, December 15, 2009



I have a bad habit.
No matter how many alarms i set, i'm still able to switch it off in the next morning and continue my sweet dream.
Today is not an exception, i made the alarm rang 5 times, at least, at different time.
And the 5 times do not include if i click "snooze", it will ring again every 9 minutes.
Despite the every-9-minutes-will-ring-again, i'm still able to sleep unless i'm determined to wake up for special reason e.g.: exam.
My highest record was i woke up and click the "snooze"+switch it off 30+ times.
This afternoon, I was very unconscious when i was clicking the snooze,
When i tried to put my cellphone back to the little table, i put it in the air rather than the solid table.
.
.
.
Then....it fell to the hard ground.
:(
And..
It happened TWICE !!!
Oh gosh...D.A.M.N. I.T. !!!
I think my cellphone will get sick very soon !!!


Sorry Handphones...:(
Tuesday, December 15, 2009


Monday, December 14, 2009

My sis recommended me this author's articles.
He is very famous, as an author and also an engineer.
I've spent few hours to read some of his articles, i couldn't help but kept crying.
This is the one of the articles i like the most.
Strongly recommend this (if you know chinese).

李家同:我已长大了

我的爸爸是任何人都会引以为荣的人。

他是位名律师,精通国际法,客户全是大公司,因此收入相当好。可是他却常常替弱势团体服务,替他们提供免费的服务。不仅此也,他每周都有一天会去励德补习班替那些青少年受刑人补习功课,每次高中放榜的时候,他都会很紧张地注意有些受刑人榜上是否有名。

我 是独子,当然是三千宠爱在一身,爸爸没有惯坏我,可是他给我的实在太多了。我们家很宽敞,也布置得极为优雅。爸爸的书房是清一色的深色家俱、深色的书架、 深色的橡木墙壁、大型的深色书桌、书桌上造型古雅的?灯,爸爸每天晚上都要在他书桌上处理一些公事,我小时常乘机进去玩。爸爸有时也会解释给我听他处理某 些案件的逻辑。他的思路永远如此合乎逻辑,以至我从小就学会了他的那一套思维方式,也难怪每次我发言时常常会思路很清晰,老师们当然一直都喜欢我。

爸爸的书房里放满了书,一半是法律的,另一半是文学的,爸爸鼓励我看那些经典名著。因为他常出国,我很小就去外国看过世界著名的博物馆。我隐隐约约地感到爸爸要使我成为一位非常有教养的人,在爸爸的这种刻意安排之下,再笨的孩子也会有教养的。

我在?小学的时候,有一天在操场上摔得头破血流。老师打电话告诉了我爸爸。爸爸来了,他的黑色大轿车直接开进了操场,爸爸和他的司机走下来抱我,我这才注意到司机也穿了黑色的西装,我得意得不得了,有这么一位爸爸,真是幸福的事。

我现在是大学生了,当然一个月才会和爸妈度一个周未。前几天放春假,爸爸叫我去垦丁,在那里我家有一个别墅。

爸爸邀我去沿着海边散步,太阳快下山了,爸爸在一个悬崖旁边坐下休息。他忽然提到最近被枪决的刘焕荣,爸爸说他非常反对死刑,死刑犯虽然从前曾做过坏事,可是他后来已是手无寸铁之人,而且有些死刑犯后来完全改过迁善,被枪决的人,往往是个好人。

我提起社会公义的问题,爸爸没有和我辩论,只说社会该讲公义,更该讲宽恕。他说“我们都有希望别人宽恕我们的可能”。

我想起爸爸也曾做过法官,就顺口问他有没有判过任何人死刑。

爸爸说“我判过一次死刑,犯人是一位年轻的原住民,没有什么常识,他在台北打工的时候,身分证被老板娘扣住了,其实这是不合法的,任何人不得扣留其他人的身分证。他简直变成了老板娘的奴工,在盛怒之下,打死了老板娘。我是主审法官,将他判了死刑”。

“事后,这位犯人在监狱里信了教,从各种迹象来看,他已是个好人,因此我四处去替他求情,希望他能得到特赦,免于死刑,可是没有成功”。

“他被判刑以后,太太替他生了个活泼可爱的儿子,我在监狱探访他的时候,看到了这个初生婴儿的照片,想到他将成为孤儿,也使我伤感不已,由于他已成另一个好人,我对我判的死刑痛悔不已”。

“他临刑之前,我收到一封信”。

爸爸从口袋中,拿出一张已经变黄的信纸,一言不发地递给了我。

信是这样写的:

法官大人:

谢谢你替我做的种种努力,看来我快走了,可是我会永远感谢你的。

我有一个不情之请,请你照顾我的儿子,使他脱离无知和贫穷的环境,让他从小就接受良好的教育,求求你帮助他成为一个有教养的人,再也不能让他像我这样,糊里糊涂地浪费了一生。

×××敬上


我对这个孩子大为好奇,“爸爸你怎么样照顾他的?”

爸爸说“我收养了他”。

一瞬间,世界全变了。这不是我的爸爸,他是杀我爸爸的凶手,子报父仇,杀人者死。我跳了起来,只要我轻轻一推,爸爸就会粉身碎骨地跌到悬崖下面去。

可是我的亲生父亲已经宽恕了判他死刑的人,坐在这里的,是个好人,他对他自己判人死刑的事情始终耿耿于怀,我的亲生父亲悔改以后,仍被处决,是社会的错。我没有权利再犯这种错误。

如果我的亲生父亲在场,他会希望我怎么办?

我蹲了下来,轻轻地对爸爸说:“爸爸,天快黑了,我们回去吧!妈妈在等我们。”

爸爸站了起来,我看到他眼旁的泪水,“儿子,谢谢你,没有想到你这么快就原谅了我”。

我发现我的眼光也因泪水而有点模糊,可是我的话却非常清晰,“爸爸,我是你的儿子,谢谢你将我养大成人。”

海边这时正好刮起了垦丁常有的落山风,爸爸忽然显得有些虚弱,我扶着他,在落日的余晖下,向远处的灯光顶着大风走回去,荒野里只有我们父子二人。

我以我死去的生父为荣,他心胸宽大到可以宽恕判他死刑的人。

我以我的爸爸为荣,他对判人死刑,一直感到良心不安,他已尽了他的责任,将我养大成人,甚至对我可能结束他的生命,都有了准备。

而我呢?我自已觉得我又高大、又强壮,我已长大了。只有成熟的人,才会宽恕别人,才能享受到宽恕以后而来的平安,小孩子是不会懂这些的。

我的亲生父亲,你可以安息了。你的儿子已经长大成人,我今天所做的事,一定是你所喜欢的。


李家同
Monday, December 14, 2009


Saturday, December 12, 2009

Thanks to Stevent, yy's friend, he fetched us to Seri Kembangan for dinner, then sent jo back to kajang ktm to take train.
We were like...travelled so far..because we had once lost in highway... :P
Thanks to JPA, the sesi bahasa melayu (read my previous post), now we always suddenly have a whim to talk in Malay.
And our Malay is so poor that we have difficulties in speaking it fluently because our Malay vocabulary is very VERY limited.
I think our broken Malay conversation quite annoyed the driver, Stevent :P
And we didn't know how to say "translate" in Malay,
Unexpectedly, pc said "men-tran-slate-kan". *lol*
She thought speaking in this way could pretend like it was a Malay word...HELL NO !!!
When four of us didn't know how to say it, we asked Stevent, amazingly, he solved our question!
It was menterjemahkan !!!!
We gave him a big clap!!!! (duh...kinda lame)
When we reached the sri kembangan, we saw LOTS OF FOOD STALL !!! various food is available!!!
Suddenly we don't know what to do because we already used to "no choice" in campus, but here, it's "too many choices".
I had lobak gou and sugar cane juice, thanks Stevent for sugar cane juice ;)
Before half an hour the ktm train was about to start, we rushed back to kajang to send jo back.
Stevent sped up a lot, like another version of ah choi(a guy who likes to drive beyond 120km/hr).
We stopped talking in Malay because we want him to focus on driving.
Talking in broken Malay can be very distracting =P
Oh yeah~ we reached there 10 min earlier.
While we were waiting, a malay kid saw jo's winnie the pooh and seemed like very interested in it.
We held the pooh and wanted to let him touch/play a bit.


BUT jo was so childish, she acted like a kid, said "don't let him play, later he would want it..."
HAHAHAH jealousy over winnie the pooh.
When Jo stepped into ktm train, we felt so sad to let her go...

Yy and Jo
Pc and Jo
Jo and I ;)

It's time to say goodbye --> This song came to my mind when i watched the train travelled further away from me.
Choi... *hehe*
Yy and i chased the train for a short distance, pretending like we were sad, despite the people around watched our stupid acts. *hehe*

Sarah Brightman and Andrea Brocelli sang this song. If not mistaken, she sang this in Princess Diana's funeral too.
Quite famous, but not my favourite song of Sarah Brightman. I prefer her "Passion" duet with Fernando Lima.


It's Time To Say Goodbye ~
Saturday, December 12, 2009


Friday, December 11, 2009

Compulsory subjects such as Malaysian Studies and Moral Studies can be very difficult.
I thought i could dump all the history thingy after spm.
I was wrong.
I still need to study these in University level.
=.=" No choice
After came back from furniture shop and jusco balakong, jo and i went to meet yy in tcr.
I suggested we studied in tcr because there has air-conditioning.
Recently the weather is very hot, the hottest in a year i think.
The level of hotness is so high that i have to take bath several times a day.
Clothes can be dried up very fast, and you don't need towel after bath because once you step out of bathroom, water droplets on your wet body will be evaporated almost IMMEDIATELY.
For instance, i drank a cup of milo and left it unwashed.
When i came back after a few hours, the remnant of milo in the cup has hardened.
I knew it will become hardened, but not like this one.
Forgot to take picture.
It looked like it has been placed in South Africa or desert for a year.
Very very very very very ... DRY.
Well, back to topic, jo and yy played fb in tcr, instead of searching info on tomorrow's moral test.
Here is a quotation from jo:
If i got distinction in moral test, i would very VERY angry

I scolded her at the beginning, get distinction is good, not a bad thing!
But after 3 seconds, i agreed with what she said.
We aim for pass, not distinction in this subject.
If i got a distinction, means i strive too hard in this very lame subject.
I would be very angry then because i could have use the time to do other things, such as sleeping.
Do you agree with jo's statement? *lol*


Moral test
Friday, December 11, 2009



Yesterday
Yy went out with her friend, left yingle, pc, jo and i alone in the campus.
We celebrated Ann and Michelle's birthdays earlier, so we went over to Tioman Hall to celebrate it, had a piece of delicious cake.
Happy Birthday to U ~ Ann and Michelle ~

Later, we still felt extremely hungry (my stomach has unlimited space..), we asked yy to buy McD for us on the way back.
While we were waiting in jo's room, yingle felt kinda regret to buy McD because yy hadn't come back and she wanted to go back to her room.
So i went back to my room because i just recalled that i have food in my room.
I sent yy a text message, told her not to buy yingle's and mine McD.
Then i sent yingle a text message, told her that she won't buy "ours" (here i mean yingle's and mine).
The message was something like this:

You can go back now, yy won't buy McD for US, i want to take a bath now.

Now, the misleading part is "US" because yingle, jo and pc thought "US" included them.
They felt very angry, because yy dumped them, didn't want to buy McD for them (well, it's kinda ridiculous to get mad over McD).
So, later when yy was back with McD, she sms-ed jo and pc, asked where they were.
And we never know jo and pc can be so childish!
They felt very unhappy, so they reached consensus not to open the door for yy, not to answer her calls, not to reply her message, pretending like they've evaporated from the earth.
Yy was so pathetic, she walked to SA twice which takes her tens of minutes to find them.
She sms-ed me where they were, i was sleeping after taking a bath, i told her to call them because i felt so sleepy.
Yy asked the other students whether or not they had seen jo and pc.
This scene kinda resembles movie scene where a mother lost her daughter after a big fight, then the mother goes out to find her daughter and asks every villagers whether or not they have seen her daughter...
Finally, yy gave up, (Note* it was midnight).
She went back to their dorm, tied the McD in a plastic bag to jo's room.

God Knows the shit jo could recognised McD plastic sound!
She heard yy was tying the plastic bag, she opened the door!
Yy was so mad after knowing the whole story, and i knew this on the next morning.
Sorry Yy, i will always love you, this is just a beautiful misunderstanding. *hehe*

What i want to say is ---> Be careful when you send text messages...it can be misleading.


Misleading sms
Friday, December 11, 2009



What i can only say is ----> It's too good to go any malls on WEEKDAY !!!
We don't have class these days, so yy, jo, pc and i suddenly had a whim to go midvalley on Wednesday.
Other than going there for buying gifts, pc also wanted to buy a rice cooker.
Note* her old rice cooker is so big that we thought she is going to cook and sell rice in cafeteria.
We don't have to squeeze ourself in the ktm for the first time, which is a RARE phenomenon.
But we had nothing to hold, far away from the pole.
And the ktm driver was driving madly that day, creating a very unstable condition.
Sometime it went fast, sometime it went slow. =.="
We were like...feather in the storm...swinging from left to right and almost stepped on other's foot.



Yy opened widely her legs to lower the center of gravity, which is very helpful in stabilising herself BUT very ugly.
We grasped her hands like she was the pole, because none of us was willing to stand in that ugly way :P
The other girl, a stranger did it too. *Lol*
Passed by few restaurants, saw a board showing nice seafood at half price -- RM9.50.
I was so excited about seafood and went back to the restaurant after we passed by a row of other restaurants.
Unfortunately, we went to the wrong restaurant.
Thanks to the very misleading menu board, the restaurant we were supposed to be going was upstair, but we went to the downstair one instead because it was just right in front of the downstair restaurant!!!
I felt so embarrassed as i asked the waitress about the food.
She gave me this look =.= , somehow indicating "What the hell are you talking about???"
I realised that maybe i've seen it wrongly, so we just shut up and accepted the fact that we already had our seat and ate in the restaurant.
Nothing really fascinating found there, i bought very little thing.
But pc and i managed to buy Tefal cooking pan ;)
Yea! Finally i can cook fried eggs!
At last, when we went back, we could find seats in ktm.
It was...it was...such a MIRACLE!!!
I have nothing to say but...It's too good to go malls on weekday!!


Go Midvalley on Weekday
Friday, December 11, 2009


Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Yesterday night, yy, jo, pc and i watched horror film in yy's room--> shuttle.
I've forgotten what time we watched that, but initially i suggested we watched it at 3am with porridge instead of popcorn.
Lol, you must wonder why i choose porridge over popcorn.
Because eating porridge when you are watching horror film is super challenging.
It's hot, and if you were scared by the horror scene, it may scald your tongue.
So, it is definitely not an easy task to do this ;)
Whatever, at last, we watched the movie at around 9pm, without porridge.
Light's off, speaker on, hp silent mode on (to avoid ringtone plays in the middle of movie to scare us) horror film started.
We realized it was just too scary to watch it in dark, so, we turned on the light again.
Pc was the most timid one, she used her big Doraemon toy to block her eyesight, i don't know if she even watched it.
The horrible part about horror film is before the ghost comes out.
Because you keep guessing when "they" come out.
Once the ghost comes out, it won't be scary anymore.
Comment: This horror film wasn't that scary as i expected, so-so la =.="


Shuttle
Wednesday, December 09, 2009


Monday, December 7, 2009

Recently, i have been busying with lots of assignments and didn't really have the mood to update my own blog or see other's blog.
So i don't really know what has happened to other friends.
Until few hours ago, zo said she saw a friend's blog, she is very upset recently.
I heard that, and went to see her blog.
Well, it was all my fault.
I was the one who accidentally spoilt her lappy.
Frankly, i didn't know that shakiness could be of that great impact on the lappy.
I wish it'd be mine.
One of the saddest thing in the world is, you have done something wrong, you feel sorry, but you couldn't do anything.
What could you do?
You could either hide away or just pretend to be normal like nothing has happened to ease the atmosphere or situation you are in.
Or you just act like a clown to tell lame jokes, make people laugh because you thought this could more or less make the situation goes merrier.
And you hope to see a smile on victim's face and stupidly hope forgiveness could fall upon you.
Unfortunately things won't go that easy.
I was too naive to underestimate the hurtfulness i have made to the victim.
Because you know nothing could do to relieve the victim's pain for money, time and effort lost.
If i were rich, buy a new one is just a matter of money.
Unfortunately i'm not. I couldn't really just buy a new lappy for compensation.
Pay for fixing lappy is the only one solution.
Victim definitely has the right to be angry or upset, because indeed it was my fault.
And even if you want to offer help, victim wouldn't want to accept it that easily because people know you can't do anything.
Root of unpleasantness will be planted.
Ever since that, you wouldn't have any chance to have open hearted-talk.
One republic's it's too late to apologise would be the best song to describe this.


Too late
Monday, December 07, 2009


Sunday, December 6, 2009

Went to klcc pc fair and timesquare last saturday.
Our route was kinda puzzling, started from 10.30am uni bus.

Kajang -- (ktm) --> Bandar Tasik Selatan -- (star line) --> Masjid Jamek -- (putra line) --> KLCC -- (putra line) --> Dang Wangi -- (walk) --> Bukit Nanas -- (monorail) --> Imbi (TimeSquare) -- (monorail) --> Hang Tuah -- (star line) --> Bandar Tasik Selatan -- (ktm) -- Kajang

Yeah, it was very confusing but we could go to two places. So, our train fare was more expensive than usual.
Wei jie wanted to choose an easier way to go pc fair which is:

But ktm can be very slow, that's why we chose the former route although it's slightly more bewildering.
We bet that we could reach faster than he does, so we made a lame competition where two groups of people take different route to reach klcc.
Whoever reaches there first must take a photo (because date and time will be written on photo) considered as winner.
At last, the coward wei jie followed us to go there.
:S No point

A lot of people flooded pc fair, anne, jo, yy and i could barely move around.
We walked separately: Anne and i walked together while yy and jo walked together because the things we wanted to buy was different.
Everything has raised its price. 4gb pendrive which was used to be only RM28, 29 now costs almost RM32, 33.
Sisters, brother and Jess asked me to buy for them. So i carried 400++ bucks around to hunt for bargain.
After i've asked about the pendrive's price at nearly 10+ booths, when i was about to give up and just buy the RM32 pendrive, Anne managed to ask for RM31 pendrive.
I was delighted.
I asked the other guy in the same booth about the price, he said it was RM32.
:(
Which one was true??
I waited 15 minutes, went back again and asked the guy who has been asked by Anne before.
He said it was RM31.
I quickly said:"okay, i want 5 pendrives" before he regretted or the other guy interrupted.
Then he gave me these 5 forms to win prizes. I couldn't find the booth so i just gave up.
After we've walked out from pc fair, jo and yy just told me that they bought very few things but they managed to find the booth, got free pens and nice recycle bag.
D.A.M.N. I.T. !!!!!!
I bought about RM180++ and the guy never give me anything !!!!
Ahhh just forget about this.
Life's like that @.@
Anne wanted to look for prom night shoes. We walked to several shoes stores but she couldn't found any she liked because she hadn't decided whether to choose the white tube dress or turquoise dress.
She wanted to find a pair of heels which can fit both colours of dress.
:S It wasn't an easy task man =.="
Then we walked like crazy to TimeSquare.
Ate at bbq plaza again, for the 3rd time =.="


Jo carried a free green balloon from pc fair whenever we went. It was VERY annoying!
Her balloon kept hitting people because of its size.


We usually can see bright mischievous smile on AnnoYinG teen like this (the right girl with red shirt)Here comes the electrostatic force !!
Jo collided the balloon against yy's hair to show us electrostatic :S physic thingy we've learnt before in spm.
EVEN MORE ANNOYING!

Ah hah, Anne and i are the normal one.
After lunch,
Still, we couldn't find any shoes she liked.
Oh, but i managed to buy 2 pieces of clothes and 2 pieces of brassiere :P
Feel super duper happy :D
What funny was Anne wasted 10++ train fares, but only managed to buy RM3 cleaning kit at pc fair.
LOL
The train fare was even more expensive than the stuff she bought.


KLCC Pc Fair + Timesquare 3
Sunday, December 06, 2009


Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Just about to finish our abortion video. Left little unfilmed yet.
Yy, jo, yingle and i are obliged to edit the video, like last semester.
Unfortunately, we have a LOT of assignments due this week.
So, it becomes like...u have a lot of assignments cramming into your head at one time.
We did until 1a.m.
I editted a 6 min length video, using 6 hours.
OMG...
Not to say that i also edit background music using 2 hours earlier :(
What took me such a long period of time to get this done was --> i used window movie maker instead of the easier window live movie maker.
:S
D.A.M.N. I.T. !!!!!! i didn't see its existence in my lappy !!!!!
I kept replay the same sentence over and over again to listen to what the people said, and wrote subtitle at the exact second it was spoken.
I also kept playing the few background music a lot of times,
Now, if you let me hear "You're Beautiful by James Blunt, Fifteen by Taylor Swift, Sad and The Moment music", i would get mad.
I think i've listened to these music not less than 80 times altogether.
Jo was even more pity, she had to edit the part which a lot of people made noise and talked crap together.
She had to determine different sources of sound and write the subtitles.
I pity her because of too much sound waves overlapping each other like orchestra.
Today we still have to work on it.
Ahhh...our attitude never change --> work at last minute ;)


Abortion Video
Wednesday, December 02, 2009